Road Trip!!

So...

Bob and I are going on a road trip. In June. ALL THE WAY TO THE NORTHWEST!! WOOOOOO!!!! :P haha. It's going be awesome!! :) We'll be making a stop in Utah for a day or two to be with tiff, char and dave. We'll also make a stop in "Coloradotah" to see Nikki at her national monument :D.

I can't wait to FINALLY see everyone again!! I miss you all horribly!!!! I feel i've taken family for granted. :/ Seeing Bobby with his family every other day to just see them for dinner, or to go on errands with them...it's really made me homesick for you all!! :( I know, i keep saying that i miss you guys along almost every entry..but it sucks ALOT being so far from you all and having no family contact and not seeing you..ever. I wish we could all just live near eachother (within an hour drive) later on in life and we can all be crazy cool together and keep eachother close. :)

Any how ...some places I insist on taking Bobby to see (he's never been to the west):

Dinosaur National Monument--Colorado:






Crater Lake:



Mt. Rainer





Yupp...these are just a few gorgeous places to see :) and on the way back we'll probably stop by arches national park in utah :)

It's going to be a blast :D

The Thornbirds

FINALLY finished The Thornbirds!! EXCELLENT NOVEL!! :) The ending was so amazing and different from the mini-series. So many more things went on. I highly recommend this book to everybody who hasn't read it already :D

YAY... in other news--i've got my appt set up w/ some other doctor in Plano for the other testings i'm gonna have to take. :( i'm not too nervous about it...

Still without a car. Thinking about getting something around $5000. I can pay for over 4/5 of that. Perhaps i'll wait till i've got that much saved up and then buy a car around that price. ( I don't have the credit right now for financing....Still slowly building that up...)

Apartment life is good. I don't like the fire alarms in our place though. They are sooo HYPERsensitive and go off whenever we have something cooking on the stove and its soooo loud! :[

I bought a vacuum today. :) now to assemble it... hmmm.

I'm really surprised that Bobby and I can still live the way we are with all these problems like with my health, my no car situation, and still buying some new things for the place. We're just slowly building our regime that is our apartment. :D

I do feel bored though. Just w/o a car I can't go anywhere. So, i'm at the apartment most of the time when i'm not at work.

I got my prescription for my BC. yay. That cost a whopping 55 bucks for ONE MONTH'S worth of pills....>_<>

I'm thinking of getting my wisdom teeth out in the fall now more than likely b/c of all of these other financial problems we have to get through somehow.

Maybe I'll get glasses/contacts this summer??? ...My vision is worsening still... it's a heck of a lot harder to read things that are a few feet away from me.

Haha. I introduced Bob to Bjork the other day...he thinks she's crazy. Of course. :P (Oh well, at least he likes Fruits Basket ;)

I really want to see Charmie and Tiffy in Utah. I haven't seen them in THE LONGEST time and i miss them!!! :( :( Probably in May I might fly up there on my own. (and then later introduce you to Bobby--i really want to catch up with you guys!)

We have cable and Internet now. Huzzah! it's kind of expensive..about $80 bucks a month. (not split two ways) But I must say, it sure is nice to have the internet and not have to sit in some odd corner of the apartment to try to get one bar of signal from a neighbor.

Bobby and I are doing well in our relationship. We did get in a little huff this past week...but, no biggie--we resolved it.

Anyhow...life is fantastic, despite the crap that keeps getting thrown our way.

I still haven't heard a peep from Dad at all. Has anyone???

I'd best take my daily walk down to the mailboxes and see if anything came for us today :)

Love you all!! :D

abnormal PAP

...ok, i'm getting really scared.

I had my pap two weeks ago, and just got a call from Dr. Roberts 15 minutes ago.

I had an abnormal PAP and i have to go see another doctor to take other tests. Apparently, theres some sort of inflammation. And, there's just been a pain in my right ovary for awhile and i'm really really worried.

The test for HPV came out negative and the cells aren't cancerous, but still--i'm really afraid.

I don't know what to do.

I'm gonna call mom tomorrow and ask her about this.

I would call her now, but i'm freaking out too much and can't calm down.

I'll keep you all posted....