A Day.

I had yesterday off. Oh my gosh. It was great--besides all the exams. :P This week I'd been cramming and catching up on schoolwork that I've had absolutely no free time and lacking in sleepy hours. So, yesterday was quite a relief. :]

I have to go back to work today. It's lame. :( But...I'm just counting down the days till tuesday and i'll have TWO FULL DAYS OFF IN A ROW! *le gasp* One of those days includes the muse concert ;)

So...I've been saving up $$ and Tiffany--we need to sit down and figure out exactly what dates you'd be available to come down for a short vacation. :) Don't worry, Dad won't find out :] (I hope...) So hurry up and call me. I've got all sorts of things lined up that we can do.

For one day we can go to Turner Falls in Oklahoma and walk around. They have some pretty castle ruins from early 1900's. Then theres' the Arbuckle Zoo where you drive around and feed giraffe's and stuff. Pretty cool. (haven't done that one yet) And then that night we can go to Winstar for awhile and try our luck on the penny slots. :D (if you want to of course)

Another day we can go to Fair Park and see the DMA (i'll have to check what exhibits are going on) and then we can go out to dinner somewhere :)

Maybe another day we could drive out to Quana (Bobby's Family Farm) and check it out. (I'd never been there before) Its about a 3 hour drive northwest of here. Smackdab between here and Amarillo.

Maybe we could go to the gun range and you can take your first shot with a gun at a target! It's fun to shoot them :) ...9mm can be pretty loud though...

We could take a day and go out shopping at the mall, could show you my theatre too. Their mall at Stonebriar is awesome.

I'll see if I can take 3 days off and the rest of the time you're here we can just chat, you can play my game systems, watch some great movies, or whatever you'd like to do :) We have an airmattress you can sleep on in the living room.

These are just some things I'd thought up...let me know what you think :)

Listen to Alice in Wonderland

Owl City=Happiness :D

SO...Owl City is my happy music.

You must take an ear to this music, it's so sickeningly happy, it has to make you happy :)

Charmie--take a listen to the one called "Dental Care" (it talks about how evil dentists are..I'm sorry your teeth are screaming at you :( )

I feel so confident about my body. I don't know why, but I feel like I could wear a bikini this summer (if i lost about 5-10 pounds) :) Bobby makes me feel so good about myself. Seriously Tiffany--when you come down in May he will make you see yourself in a completely new way :)

We went shopping today for some skater shoes (we'd been needing them desperately) and I couldn't find any at the first store, and I already felt like giving up and I felt shitty. But he's like "lets go to just one more store to try to find you a great pair that will look fantastic on you" and so I reluctantly went into journeys. I found a pair that I thought was kind of cute, but I thought didn't look that great with jeans. Bobby told me to stand up and walk around in them. He took one look at me and smiled such a big smile and said they were perfect and didn't look weird or anything! I started to feel a little better and got them.

On the way home, Bobby was telling me that I've got to scrape up my selfconscious mind and throw it in the trash. DONT BE AFRAID of what other people think of you, its what you think about yourself. Don't be afraid to try different types of your personality in the way your clothes are styled. It's all a part of you, just because you might dress up as a punk one day, or dress up all girly with playboy bunny earrings, or dress up proper the next, or comfort clothes another, or even weird celtic clothing another... ITS ALL A PART OF YOU! WHO CARES! BE YOURSELF AND LOVE IT! :) :) :) :) :) :)

I love him so much, without him and his insight on life, I would still feel shitty about myself.

SO--ENJOY LIFE, BE HAPPY, AND LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST!!