I feel so lonely. I don't have friends anymore. I have no family around...except dad...and we all know how that relationship is going down the toilet.
I feel like all I have is Bobby. I feel like I'm burdening him with how much time I want to spend with him and that I have noone else in my life right now. I wish I could connect to people, but something about me just keeps a barrier between a possible friend. It really sucks with work too--that's where I usually got my friends from--but I can only be friends with 2 people (I can only hang out w/ managers outside work at stonebriar)...and one is a complete bitch, and the other is extremely popular and I can't seem to be good friends with her. I feel so isolated.
I wish I could find new friends...
Mackenzie (my bff) is in town from texas tech, but she's completely blowing me off to hang out with a friend from amc grapevine--they became good friends after I left... I dunno, i feel jealous, betrayed, pissed off, and hurt in the inside. I just don't have anyone to hang out with....
...I'm sick of being this way. I want friends again!
