and now a close friend dies...

What is up with death this year? This is the third death i've had to cope with in the past 2 months, and it's really getting to me now. We are so lucky to be living right now. We could die any minute and not know our lives are over in one minute.

My friend, and ex-manager Aaron Wuensch, died on June 9th. He was only 24. He suffered from cardiac arrest while working out at a gym. It seems so fucked up. Who would think they would die that way ...right then? What makes it even more unbelievable and so hard to consume, is that i JUST saw him at work about a week ago. He was looking healthy and fit, about to go see 17 again with some friends for the hell of it. I just can't wrap my mind around this. His mother and sister work at the theatre i work at, and his mom is the sweetest person ever, it's so terrible to see her broken up like this.

Life is so short. We are so fragile. It's insane that I've lived this far.

Criminals

As I was checking the mailbox this evening, I saw a very ominous posting from the police department at the mailbox center.

It stated that 11 burglarys have occured in our area from 4/11-5/9 between 9am-7pm. and only 1 suspect as been arrested.

For crying out loud, there was a burglary in MY APT BUILDING.

I don't understand what drives people to steal from others who have worked hard and long for what they possess. People who steal--why the fuck can't they just get a self-respecting job and earn their own money instead of being immature, jackass criminals who think it's fine to steal and terrorize people. I hate criminals. I don't give a shit if they had "a rough past", and that they think this is all their life is, they're being absolutely inhuman for doing terrible things to others.

It bothers me so much! It's because of these people, that I'm afraid to help others--especially when they are truly nice people who just need help. I'm constantly suspicious of everyone.

...I'm glad Bobby has several guns...and that he taught me how to use one.

It's sad that the world has become so desperate.

Carribean Paradise

My perfect moment of relaxation...

Sitting on this beach with a pina colada in hand watching the sunset and seeing all the stars at night, as I listen to the ocean waves gently crash along the shore.

Job Applications!

WOOOOOOT! :) :)

So, I just applied to CVS Pharmacy to be a Pharmacy Associate (until I become a Certified Pharmacy Tech) :) :) I really hope they'll call me soon to set up an interview! I really hope they can give me full-time hours too. and a good wage. But, we shall see. If they don't give me a call by next tuesday--I'll call them and ask if they received my application and try to get an interview set up.

The reason why I'm job hunting...

I'm not cut out to be a manager. It's too much responsibility, and it's really hard to keep work out of my personal time. It's making me stress out everyday and I can't handle it. :(

I dunno, if I can't get a job at CVS, I'll try Walgreens pharmacy, and if not....Then I'll probably apply to be a waitress or something.

I know I have more potential than being a waitress...but right now, I just need something that can pay the bills and not have so much responsibility. I would be sooo much happier than I am now.

College 2009! :)

So, I just registered for fall classes this year with Bobby. I'm so excited! :)

9:30 Marriage and Family Relations
11:00 U.S. History to 1865
12:30 U.S. Government
Online Basic Nutrition

:) :) :)

I can't wait to get my textbooks! Woot!! :) :) :)

I've been waiting to go back to school since December and now I get to! :) :) Yay!!!

Bobby and I are planning to head up to Washington in early august. I don't know how long we will be able to be up there though... updates will be coming soon. :) It all depends if we fly or drive....

Love you all, and can't wait to see my family again soon.