Criminals

As I was checking the mailbox this evening, I saw a very ominous posting from the police department at the mailbox center.

It stated that 11 burglarys have occured in our area from 4/11-5/9 between 9am-7pm. and only 1 suspect as been arrested.

For crying out loud, there was a burglary in MY APT BUILDING.

I don't understand what drives people to steal from others who have worked hard and long for what they possess. People who steal--why the fuck can't they just get a self-respecting job and earn their own money instead of being immature, jackass criminals who think it's fine to steal and terrorize people. I hate criminals. I don't give a shit if they had "a rough past", and that they think this is all their life is, they're being absolutely inhuman for doing terrible things to others.

It bothers me so much! It's because of these people, that I'm afraid to help others--especially when they are truly nice people who just need help. I'm constantly suspicious of everyone.

...I'm glad Bobby has several guns...and that he taught me how to use one.

It's sad that the world has become so desperate.

Carribean Paradise

My perfect moment of relaxation...

Sitting on this beach with a pina colada in hand watching the sunset and seeing all the stars at night, as I listen to the ocean waves gently crash along the shore.

Job Applications!

WOOOOOOT! :) :)

So, I just applied to CVS Pharmacy to be a Pharmacy Associate (until I become a Certified Pharmacy Tech) :) :) I really hope they'll call me soon to set up an interview! I really hope they can give me full-time hours too. and a good wage. But, we shall see. If they don't give me a call by next tuesday--I'll call them and ask if they received my application and try to get an interview set up.

The reason why I'm job hunting...

I'm not cut out to be a manager. It's too much responsibility, and it's really hard to keep work out of my personal time. It's making me stress out everyday and I can't handle it. :(

I dunno, if I can't get a job at CVS, I'll try Walgreens pharmacy, and if not....Then I'll probably apply to be a waitress or something.

I know I have more potential than being a waitress...but right now, I just need something that can pay the bills and not have so much responsibility. I would be sooo much happier than I am now.

College 2009! :)

So, I just registered for fall classes this year with Bobby. I'm so excited! :)

9:30 Marriage and Family Relations
11:00 U.S. History to 1865
12:30 U.S. Government
Online Basic Nutrition

:) :) :)

I can't wait to get my textbooks! Woot!! :) :) :)

I've been waiting to go back to school since December and now I get to! :) :) Yay!!!

Bobby and I are planning to head up to Washington in early august. I don't know how long we will be able to be up there though... updates will be coming soon. :) It all depends if we fly or drive....

Love you all, and can't wait to see my family again soon.

Work Work Work

I'm in a mindnumbing routine and need to break out of it.

I've been going to work 7 days in a row now and need an effing day off! i'm going insane! I'm so sick of working and doing the exact same thing every day. :( I really need a new job--completely. I'm afraid though that I won't be making as much money as I do now. Perhaps I'll try Hobby Lobby. I hear they pay their cashiers $12.50 an hour. And then I'll work up the chain again :) ...if i actually like the company. I just don't know what I want to do for a job. Maybe blockbuster. Working there seems incredibly easy. I just need a job that allows me to earn between 550-700 per paycheck. Perhaps I'll be a waitress?? Or...go with a marketing company? I just don't know. :( hmmmm.... I should really start researching it.

I wouldn't mind being someone's personal assistant or secretary either--I think I'd enjoy that kind of job. I've already researched librarians....noone's hiring right now. Stupid cities..:P

I'll find something eventually...maybe.



Anyhow, Tiffany is flying down tomorrow and is staying in texas for a whole week! :D holy crabobles! I just dont' know when we will be able to hang out, but we will find one day at least to.

Bobby's 19th birthday is on friday. I've gotten him a few gifts, but I need to stop by the store and get a few more things. :-)

I haven't heard from nikki lately, I wonder how her new job is!

Well, i have to get ready for another 9 hour shift at work. HOORAY! -_-

coming home!

I'm really excited to fly up to washington again. Although it is for a sad occasion, it's also about celebrating who grandma pat was. And i'm so happy I will be able to be there for her memorial service.

I can't wait to see the sisters again! I haven't seen tiffany for over a year, and haven't seen charmie since her wedding. I really want to get to know kjerstie. It makes me sad that i feel so awkward still around her because i still don't know much of anything about her. :'( I really need some bonding time with her.

This will be the first time since Bobby and I have been together, that we won't be able to see eachother for a day. I know, that sounds crazy, but Bobby and I have been attached to the hip almost since we've been together. :P


Well..i must get packing...I have to be at work in 2 hours. blah....

Patriarchal blessing

I was just reading my patriarchal blessing a minute ago. I was writing in my journal and found it in the back and i read it.

Some things hit me like a rock on the head about a few things. Reading it now, it's so obvious that it tells that i'm being led away from the church. and that in a future life i will have to take covenants that will lead back to "his" presence. It was also talking about how being a mother will be the greatest responsibility that i will have. and bobby and i have been talking about kids for awhile and what we would do, how many we would have, names and everything--and it's becoming more realistic.

it also talks about how i will have times of discouragement and disappointment and difficult situations. when i read that, i had a sudden feeling of dread and immediately thought about bobby...i don't want to lose him, and don't know what i would do if he died.

I don't really believe in the church...some of the doctrine perhaps...in a sense...but i don't believe in mormon culture or wide belief. i don't really know what i believe. But this stuff that i just read inspired me to write this....